Update

Still not much to update- posted on our Facebook page: Struggling tonight- Already the love that I have for this child is bountiful and I have no idea if he is a he or she is a she. I don't know if he and/or she has even been conceived. We are waiting patiently relying heavily on God. Our home study is stalled due to one form from the state. So we sit and we wait some more waiting for a signature. We don't know and I'm getting tired of answering the same question with the same answer. We don't know how much longer we have to wait- so we'll keep practicing our waiting resting bodies and praying for our birth family to be some where out there in America. Never have I ever loved and hated my mailbox...