It's been pretty quiet here lately. We did have another situation arise but we had to decline. The cost was far beyond our means.
Meanwhile we wait. Every single day feels like Christmas or the night before your birthday or the last day of school. Then the following day goes by and it's like your sick and had to reschedule or cancelled the party. Then it all starts over again. I can't tell you how often I pray for a phone call or email. Not even a yes just a hey we've got something for you...
It's hard. I don't know how to explain it but it's hard. I wonder a lot what God's thinking. What his plans are. Then I relax a bit and take a seat. Then I realize how old I am and how many children we discussed having by this age.
Me. Me. Me. It's not about me. It's about Him.
This is His assignment for us. We're just waiting for the next part of the syllabus.
I'm growing more and more impatient as the days pass. I could use some advice as to change my heart. I've even asked for signs but I must be missing them as I've seen nothing.
It's about time to start thinking about renewing our homestudy as it expires in January.
I'm also starting to work on our Both Hands template letter.
Idle hands...
Love you all. This might not make much sense in the morning but at least I got a few things out of my mind so I can get some rest.