I've just been rockin' the baby fever here lately. I know the cure but it's not our turn. Yet. Waiting is hard especially in the day and age when everything is so instant and past paced. Another kicker? We received formula samples in the mail this week. Originally meant for Joanna. I miss being pregnant with all the little kicks and hick ups. Everything is so scary. I miss the days of my first pregnancy when I was naïve and everything was perfect. Nothing has been the same since. Even adoption is extremely stressful. I had a feeling we'd be matched by now and have our perfect little bit in our arms by now and Joanna would be due in a month and a half. Sigh. I guess this has turned into more of a pity party post which I don't want it to be.
So I find myself reminding myself:
Excerpt from my devotional February 1st "Jesus Calling: Enjoying Peace in His Presence" by Sarah Young. Thank you so much to a friend who shared this with me at work. I went out and bought the devotional for a friend and myself the very same day. Everyday has spoken to me. It's been a real blessing.
Partial notes from let week's sermon. I'm learning new and new. I pray God has sent us angels and they are helping us and watching over those in need tonight. ❤️
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